What Can I Do? ! Poem by Dislocated Heart

Its been quite a while, and honestly I cant lie, I've been thinkin bout you all the time.
I felt maybe you've moved on, and you probably have..
Now I'm asking.. why cant I?

The mind of mines, tell me its time..
Looking at a girl, with blue green eyes..
Amazing she is, going through all my family problems wit me.
Puttin up with my stories, that she claims to love.
Tryin to put a smile on my face, when all I have to do, is think of you to get me through the day.

She has done everything and more, but I havent fallen..
My friends tell me, to ask her out.. her friends tell me,
how she cant stop for a second without smilin, never seen her so happy.

I guess its the next step, in what I must do, to what I really want.
Maybe I'll fall after a month dating..
she txt me every morning.. just to tell me ' hey babe, I miss you last night' or to even call to hear my sleepy voice at 5 am.
before she is out and running.

I dont think I deserve such thing.. such love she gives..
I feel like I'm playin her.. as if I'm leading her on..
when I'm still in love with another..

I cant help it, that each night I end my thoughts with her in my mind..
Its wrong, but I cant help that my heart is beating for her..
Its her, that keeps me going..
Its her, that I'll never stop loving..