What Went Wrong? Poem by louis rams

living life! it's as hard as can be
don't know whats come over me.
trying desperatly to expand my mind
seem to be running out of time.

you showed me what paradise can be
then you set my heart free
to wander endlessly.

so i roamed this world in search of true love
as the love from above.

can we figure out what went wrong
when our love was growing strong.
what made it get so weak
when i thought, it was at its peak.

i looked in your eyes and saw
the love that you had inside
and the excitement when you saw my face
bubbling up in a frenzied pace.

now all i see is a silent stare
and it looks as if you no longer care.

what went wrong? i have to ask!
was it that i was too busy trying to make a life.
and forgot to show my feelings to my wife.
and if that is the case!
everything else i will push away
just so that you will stay.

'so please' help me to find the way.