You Inspire Me Poem by Laquory Jones

Have you felt out of place staring at spacious space
As thoughts begins to fly then I see versions
Of me in the mirror reflecting back at me oh what a
Sight to see will it ever be the same like before they
Say when life closes the door some open more but
I can't help but pace the floor so much things that I
Have in-store how can I be sincere as each thoughts
Are suppose to draw you near but instead people
Disappear I admit I live in fear suddenly it turns
Into rage when I feel upstaged while trying to bridge
The gaps just stating facts but I get shot back while
Thinking that nothing really matters so the pain
Just splatters then walls starts closing in day out and
Day in but all I'm trying to say is you don't know

What you have until it's gone even the coldest person
Has some one to lean on when it's all said and done I
Remember so many people who have come and gone
No longer living on forgive this sappy poem people
Are napping on but it's inside me trying to get out
As I breathe in it's life sort of speak I have a friend
That could feel other's pain she's an em-path
Does that make me inhumane when we can both feel
Each other's pain blood runs through similar veins
But no-one sees why eyes begins to cry when people
Pry knowing we can't get back time even if we tried
I just hope you don't make the same mistakes I guess
I'm tempting fate but I'm trying to appreciate when I'm
Falling short hearts have to abort the common sort
By letting go but still my feelings show they're over-
Grown part of the reason they over-show I'm not sure

Where I'm going or where I began being born was
Never the plan only a few would ever understand
This life sometimes you have to die twice just to
Get it right but through constant tries I began to
See the world would be empty without a you or
Me I just hope that you never have to fret break
Away and then regret life as a whole because it's
Not about you or me it's about the colorful stories
That survives through the end of time your legacy
Will live on and that's what I try to put my grips on
You inspire me to be the best I could ever be.

(3/12/2016)