You'Re Not Mistaken Poem by Ace Of Black Hearts

The bars in a row.
They bend and bow.
Melting straight into the wall.
An unsettling vision.
A captain aboard the ship beyond the deep blue sea.
Saying come with me.
But if not here then where to?
A satisfied heart.
Perfectly strummed harp.
City please do sleep through it all.
Don't wake into arms so scarred.
Battles fought and lost.
What is it to win?
What is it to begin?
With understanding to mend.
Ailing for I don't know what.
Drowning sorrows that just won't shut up.
Herbal tea brewed and poured in a pretty little cup.
Even as I drink I'm still stuck.
The more I move, the more I sink.
Look out down below.
A dropping of egos.
No decent hat to provide the proper cover.
Too much ducking.
Get out of the way.
Okay but who is to really say.
Authority delayed.
Your not my father.
Your not my brother, or some lost lover.
A debt of gratitude.
Is the sugar enough?
The sweeten deal.
I think I'm feeling the effects of unknown pill.
I was dosed and didn't even notice.
Or maybe I just didn't care.
Inhibitions beware.
Drained dry.
Pooled out.
Flooding the world with an absence emotion.
A simple desire for closure.
But in the measuring I think we forgot what we were after.
Enjoying a disaster.
Pleasure in pain.
A drought dying for the rain.
Is there a beating of these hearts?
Completely numb.
Begging to be shot with a gun.
As if it would be fun.
A smile with no regrets.
Hit me with a bag of bricks.
Better then rocks and sticks.
It is to easy to miss.
Don't worry about forgiveness.
For I have come asking.
And for that I deserve the punishment received.
I'm so sorry but I can't just leave it be.
This is what has been done to me.