Anjali Bhola

For days I have wondered what love meant to me
Tons of my time was spent doing research
Lost sleep thinking about what it really was
Turned to God to show me a sign
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Protected by your arms
And being in bed with matching fuzzy socks
Our bodies mold perfectly together
Like those good movies and hot chocolate on a cold rainy day
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Just thinking of you makes me stay up at night
In the dark, you are my light
My mind runs a million miles when you're not there
And when we kiss, my heart races like a sports car
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She was the fruits and vegetables
The pure, the good and the beneficial
Everything he needed for a long, beautiful and peaceful life
As she came in plentiful
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When you held me you said "forever"
Now that you're gone I know you meant "never"
Tears of blood shed from my broken heart
I never thought we would be apart
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On the first milestone of our journey
The future seemed so bright
Now half way down the walk,
It turned out to be evil
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I remember it like it was just yesterday
We sat on the log by the river
Sharing a laugh or two
You looked at me and said "talk to me"
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Guess who you weren't expecting
Yeah that's right, it's me
But guess what else? I'm back stronger and better
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All the constant sweet talk
And the never ending love messages
I thought it was love
But turns out, it wasn't
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What were all the talks, the little walks?
The drinks, the winks
What was it all?
Were you just being cruel?
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I promise to have positivity always in my voice
That triumphs any negativity in my way

I promise to find the strength
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So I've see you decided to go
Decided to leave all what we had
All our fun times and memories
And what about our plans we had together?
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Loving you was easy to begin
But how do I quit?
How do I get these terrifying feelings
To turn off and just leave?
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You stay at home alone
And listen to music all day
Breaking down as the seconds goes by
Contemplating as to whether you should do it
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Where were you when I needed you?
Where were you when you said I'd always have your shoulder to rest my head on?
Where were you when you said that you'd wipe the tears that fall?
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