You look beautiful and attractive especially from a distance.
Just like ordinary waters, but as quiet and as clear.
All alone surrounded by a horrible crowd of little trees.
No contact between you and other waters.
So what would you say life is?
Is it joy or is it grief?
Is it liberty or captivity?
Is it freedom or is it slavery?
I was guilty from birth.
Who can judge me?
I was cursed from the womb.
Who can love me?
So many are the times I have tried.
How so hardly have I strived.
Striving towards this dream,
Trying to make it real.
Izigamu zomunwe wokukhomba
zazungezela zabambelela esithupheni
Nowayebambelele esiqwini sobhaqa
All my work is fading and my strength is lost.
All things that I’m trying to do are not working.
I want to surrender because I’m feeling failure from within my heart.
Regretting my faults also makes me feel like I am a looser.
Oh Lord of heavens, God of eternity
Thou art great, high and exalted.
Seated enthroned on high
Forever and ever hallelujah!
It was when I was young
Before I could even consider what I was doing
I took this ball of heavy metal
I hung it around my neck
What if what I want was not meant to be.
The noise of her love within me,
But seems forbidden to be.
The upsurge of her love within my heart,