Slowly falling back,
To the person I was running from.
I thought I had changed but must have been wrong.
Confusion and worry, capturing my thoughts,
I feel alone… lost… but not frightened.
Like a strike of lightening,
Emotions running back, fighting to be different,
Loving only those I cannot have.
My heart cannot lead,
Not with the damage it has taken.
It’s bleeding and won’t stop,
It’s ignorant to love now.
Tired of trying, done with the lying,
And now slowly dying away.
Afraid of nothing but the fact of my failure.