So I wait for your decision
Knowing this due to history
I have gone in many directions
And all have individual stories
Yet you stem the flow of my life
Should forego all my worries
Cause you control my entire life

All those leads that just end
Like morning mist burnt asunder
Little bobbing sweetly pearls
they all just turn into blunders
stop starts I know by heart
will not succumb and get me under
someone stronger than me controls

I should just give it up really
Cause I have knocked my head
Over and over and have tried it all
Yet no matter what I tried I bled
Someone else pulls my strings
Help me lord help me get ahead
This I pray and now I beg

Now I surrender, at my wits end
What do I have to do for you
Have been down heart and bruised
Now add to that crushed and blue
So now I give you all the reins
Take up the slack make your words true