Blood Shot Eyes
You told me, one day I'd find hope.
Can you not feel me,
increasing, recalling and regretting
all my faults?
Squinting hoping to see through my bloodshot eyes.
Forgetting time is still going by.
I am not here.
Unable to dream; hiding underneath.
Grown weary not knowing how I feel
Or what to say.
I'm worried about making it through another day.
There is no promise of tomorrow;
I guess nothing matters.
But today, today I love you,
So I must stay away.