I sometimes sit here and wonder what
my life would be like if I had made one
small detail different. Would my life be
the same or would everything have changed?
Like if I had done good enough in
school to get a scholarship and
became a teacher like I originally wanted.
Would I have ended up where I am today?
What if my first love had been a part of
my life still? Would I be with him and
have his children or would I still have
Nick's and be anxious to marry Roy anyway?
If I had chosen different friends
through out my life, would I have a
different attitude and be a different
person or would I still just be me?
If I had chosen to kick Tim out
instead of Jessica would she have
died three years ago anyway or would
she still be alive and well today?