Melissa June

Looking out at the world from this ledge
thinking have I gone insane
my feet getting closer and closer to the edge
is my sanity something I’ll ever regain
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bet you think i'm good for nothing
bet you think i'll never become something
i feel useless in this world
i feel hopeless with the world
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Paths that will never be crossed
hope that is now lost
a continuous flow of tears
from the reality of my worst fears
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Longing to be young, once again
A young girl, with not yet an interest in men
When I believed strangers, I could trust
With only fears of going to the dentist
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Your a drug to me, but I need you to survive
I indulge you, making me feel more and more alive
Loving the feeling of this high
Then as fast as it came.... it passes bye
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In the shadows of others, is where I live
Striving to be, like every one else, is my motive
I follow paths, that have already been crossed
My own yet to be uncovered, may forever be lost
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Locked in this room, you hold us against our will
Restrained, for you say we have caused mayhem
None of us are accepted, Anna, Marry, and Jill
Combined into one body, I am all of them
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Fighting against an enemy
a demon that will not let me be
trying to take control
on a mission to destroy my soul
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Being with you makes me feel like i can touch the sky
you showed me that dreams do come true
my one wish i wished for before i die
was the day that i found you
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Locked away in this poem
you give me hope
feeling safe here then within my home
here i'm not having to cope
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Love that is silent
feelings not shone
keeping your distant your heart as if stone
a kiss cold as ice
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lost in a world filled with nothing but pain
my days are gloomy and it seems to always rain
a smile on my face has not yet to be seen
to many people surround me that are cruel and mean
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Lost, in lifes forest
Will I be found
Chilled, by the harsh winds gust
Is here, where I'm forever bound.
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Looking at me, with sensual lips
to you, myself I submit
a shieled heart, for you now strips
I'm your's to take, under this sky starlit.
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Dreaming of endless possibilities
nothing to hold me back
for my own world with no boundaries
i want to stray offtrack
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My mother wakes early each day
she go's for a long walk through the morning dew
stopping at each park along the way, she watches the children play
being careful to keep the same routine never to do anything new
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Her face is pale, her body's weak, she's slipping away
her breath's are short, her heart beat slower, this might be the day
I never thought it would end like this, so soon i'd have to say goodbye
All I could do is cry as I look at her, and ask god why...
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Since you been gone
you left me half alive
alone from dusk to dawn
how will i ever survive
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Behind these lonely eyes
Through an empty soul
I'm wishing your heart could beat for me once more
To see your face that was like the scene of a moon lit shore
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Rewinding to a time when i could feel
To a time when my wounds used to heal
Rewinding to have a new tomorrow
To have a day without sorrow
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