Nebil Elias

As I enter this room
I hear whispers whenever I move
I kept following the sound
But there is no one around
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Abandoned and in despair
Too fragile to repair

Chained with cuffs and strings of remorse
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A hectic day

I wonder if it will continue this way
Where I have to stop myself and doubt it every day
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Have you ever felt lost in the dark?
Like your whole world had been ripped apart?
You aimlessly wander around, yearning for the light.
But it's nowhere within your eyes sight.
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Faking a soul from which is lost
The years of abuse have taken it as cost
Days I feel hollow and barely real
No sign of happiness in which to feel
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Welcome to the haunting
A world filled with lies and fears
Fazed hearts and broken dreams
Feeling of terror in myself, like it's a part of me
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Sitting alone in this room
Having only a glimpse of the silent moon
I lay awake, thinking
Watching the stars in the city, blinking
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An empty room
Falling in gloom
I lay on a cold floor
I can't find the door
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A cold rainy night
I lay in my bed holding my sheets so tight
Trying to sleep and escape reality
And enter my world that's full of fancies
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Another night, all trapped in my head
Under the covers, wide awake in my bed
My mind is racing, I just want to sleep
But I can't, my thoughts are running so deep
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Why do I write?
Why do I speak?
Why do I fight?
Why do I freak?
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Surrounded by family and friends
In a home, I always feel by myself
At night, my mind soaks thoughts unsaid
Surrounded by hope, filled with dread
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Today the world went away
I'm not sure where it's gone
It left with no final say
It left many things undone
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It's strange how quick your so-called friends can turn into enemies
How your trust can be misplaced from bitter jealousy
They come and they go
Leaving indelible marks deep upon your soul
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All these years I was lost in the black mist of my world, in pain
My veins are filled with blood that is as cold as ice
I keep telling myself I will stop feeling
But here I am, falling again
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Wandering with no direction
Feelings and emotions control every step
Deprived of love and affection
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Many years from now
When I look back in time
And remember the things I did in the past
That created these memories of mine
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I'm in the heart of the town
Walking through the streets, feeling down.
My heart begins to drown when the sun goes down
The night is approaching, and darkness surrounds me
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Hiding the lies, hiding the pain
The pain I wish it could be washed in the rain
They see me every day with a smile on my face
But when I get back to this place
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Cold and gloomy from this path I've been on
Out here pondering just where I went wrong

Memories hold me together and tear me apart
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