Nebil Elias

As I enter this room
I hear whispers whenever I move
I kept following the sound
But there is no one around
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It's strange how quick your so-called friends can turn into enemies
How your trust can be misplaced from bitter jealousy
They come and they go
Leaving indelible marks deep upon your soul
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All these years I was lost in the black mist of my world, in pain
My veins are filled with blood that is as cold as ice
I keep telling myself I will stop feeling
But here I am, falling again
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Wandering with no direction
Feelings and emotions control every step
Deprived of love and affection
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Many years from now
When I look back in time
And remember the things I did in the past
That created these memories of mine
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I'm in the heart of the town
Walking through the streets, feeling down.
My heart begins to drown when the sun goes down
The night is approaching, and darkness surrounds me
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Hiding the lies, hiding the pain
The pain I wish it could be washed in the rain
They see me every day with a smile on my face
But when I get back to this place
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Cold and gloomy from this path I've been on
Out here pondering just where I went wrong

Memories hold me together and tear me apart
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13, wish this was a dream
But sadly, it's real
The moment you asked for it
I didn't know how to react or feel
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Yene fekir, Do you recall the first time we met?
Through such beautiful midnight texts, your grin and voice shone over
It pulled us closer together as time went
You were my life's love, my rock, and my savior in the midst of a disaster
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Here I am, standing in the middle of nowhere
Living in this terror hoping it's a nightmare
I'm staring at the sky
Asking myself why did I lie
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I want to express what's inside
But my ego is holding me aside
I thought the signs are clear
But you never get any near
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I've grown up in this place
And what I've learned all these years
Became an addiction that I can't escape
I tried my best but it doesn't fade away
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Don't expect you to notice
Never given any signs
Wish I could've been happier
But all that's left is a faded smile
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Along with feelings far below the surface
There's happiness money can't purchase
These situations contain no strife
And they bring laughter that's full of life
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It seems like every time I come around
You just don't want to see me
You always put me down
Asking myself
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540 days
Since you left away
Never thought you'd be so hard to replace
Ever since you left this place
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To turn back the hands of time
To undo the things I have done
To say the things I thought
To get back all the time I have wasted
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So many times, I thought of that day
When you left without uttering a word and closed the door
The pain in your eyes burned through me then
When I close my eyes now, I see it again
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I've been alone for years
I've been stuck in my fears
I'm drowning in my tears
Over something you said
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