Abandoned Orphan Poem by Try and UnDeRStANd mE ....i promise im normal

Someone once told me they'd b there forever
But the days past by and forever was never
Theri face was a blur in the back of my mind
I knew how to handle this,
It happened all the time
I'd away the want
I'd hide away the need
To have someone close, i acted like it wuz a dream
But i knew deep inside, that this was my life
An abandoned orphan, who cut himself with a knife
A kid with a heart spread out in peices
People tried putin it together
But no one could heal my emotional diseases
But it was ok, because i believed! !
A family would want me
And turn into life my prayed out dream
But years went by and no one arrived
ANd i grew older, till i turned eighteen
I was offf on my own, with no one who cared
I didnt have many clothes and people would stare
All i ever wanted was to be loved, and to be kissed
I'm sorry for the dissapointment but my life doesnt get any better than this!