Try and UnDeRStANd mE ....i promise im normal Poems

I am a follish girl
So look past what you see
My dark brown eyes are drooped
I haven't gotten any sleep
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You wanna run away
but your trapped inside
Something so small a needle
couldnt hide
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It's preety crazy how one brush of make up, can change the way people see you
How a curl in your hair, could make someone think you have the perfect life
How a smile could make other's imagine that everything is ok.......
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I told you my story, my past which wasn’t great
I told you about the friend that died
And the abortion that took place
I told you about the men who molested me when young
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I wanna feel the nail go thru my hand
I wanna feel the thorns go through my skin
I wanna feel what you feel when i commit a sin
I wanna be mocked and spit on
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In my lonely state, i forver stay
Isolated from the world and humanity
Broken spirit, crushed heart, depressed
and too many worlds apart
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I'm sorry if i hurt you
That wasnt my intention
I look into your dreamy eyes
seeking tru redemption
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Horrible past
Hoping for a good future
Tears in her eyes
Running to the preacher
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Things happen in our lives that maybe we will never understand
I see u walk around head facing down
And i wish i could somehow lend a hand
You look at me and your blue eye's, start to fill up with tears
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To see her cry,
makes me wanna have no heart
To see her cry,
my heart breaks apart
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