' Dilemma ' Poem by shiza khan

i feel the emptiness in me.
when it will last i m unaware of it
if it's the lifelong feeling..or just an illusion pertaining to be reality
i can't say anything about it
i feel u somewhere near me.. but it's hard to grab yr existence
i can feel u around...i can breath your scent
i see others happy within themselves
but why is it that i m deprived of...i m in a dilemma and I m restless
i searched for answers...i looked for visions..
but i realized... it's nothing i can search for
it's nothing i can look for...an angel who whispered …that you’ll b here
i am assured..it's not just an illusion..it's a complete reality..a reality so sweet
i will find u in some way..or maybe you'll get to me sooner..
i'll wait for u till then...because i know u exist...and you'll be the reason for my existence.!