Falling Apart. Poem by Dislocated Heart

I cant believe I almost sent it to her...
fighting the tears that are tryin to come out..
I'm fine.

My hand clenches my heart..

I gotta tell you..
move on.

but a part of me holdin on so tight it hurts so bad inside..
tell me to let go..

Tell me you want me out..

Its all wrong.. you're not mines..
I not suppose to feel this way..
How did I fall so hard for someone that is so far away?

Why arent I willing to just let go..
I'm in such a mess that I dont even know.

from the time wake up,
till the time I sleep..
You're the one thats constantly there..
on my mind..

as I'm falling apart.