Farewell My Dear Brother- Felix Jr Poem by Susan T. Aparejo

' Goodbye', so hard to utter,
'Farewell', so difficult to express,
'Peace? ', how wonderful to say,
But how and what should I say?
My heart is aching tremendously,
How could I adjust?
Every memory of you
Lingers around my mind,
Lingers around my heart!

'Goodbye Long! ', yet my heart
Wanted to argue,
Wanted to fight,
to assault my entity,
my imagination,
my instinct!

'Its not true! '
I am only dreaming!
Please Lord, let me wake up!
This is just a BAD DREAM.
I WANT TO WAKE UP, LORD.
This is not TRUE.
This is a big LIE.

Yet no one wakes me,
No one tells me I'M DREAMING,
This is REALITY
A reality against my entity,
A reality that everybody says,
that my BROTHER FELIX
Has just PASSED AWAY.!