Finding Peace Poem by krissi b'williams

(this is the 4th and final part in my series of death's breath)

my mind can rest now, for peace is in my thoughts
for the blessed calmness, that night had brought
along with many answers, i had so often sought
all the prayers, that helped my body win
the hard, long, weary, and painful war it had fought
and yes, i presume, i do indeed guess
every now and again
i will continue to get worse
and the pain, will hurt
even more, then it had before..........

i will eventually get more sick, and more ill
my illness is my curse
i will get much much worse
but for now, i am proud
to have been revived, and yes, ive survived
i had a dream last night
i decided to give this disease more fight
and in the end i drifted further from heavens light
back inside...safe and sound
the dream of my mind....ready to battle another round
i had inhaled one very deep breath
and thanks to all, it didnt lead to my death

im not ready to inhale/exhale death's breath........