DEPRESSION IS DYING SLOWY……..
IT’S UR HEART BEING STOMPED ON, TILL IT’S CRUSHED INTO A MILLION PIECES
AND EVERYONE TAKES WUT THEY CAN…
? ? ? ? ? ? ? CAN U END DEPRESSION? ? ? ? ? ? ?
CAN U EVER SMILE AGAIN
ITS ALMOST LIKE SOMEONES TWISTING UR INSIDES SO ALL U FEEL IZ PAIN
ALL U SEE IZ ANGER
ALL U IMAGINE IZ A PLACE WHERE EVERYTHING IZ OK! !
BUT I KNOW DEEP DOWN INSIDE DAT THERE IZ NO PLACE LIKE DAT
AND I PUT MY HEAD DOWN AND SOB BCUZ I NO DERS ONLY ONE WAY OUT
BUT IT’S NOT GAURANTEED
WUT IF THERE IZ SUMTIN CALLED HELL
Y GET AWAY FRUM HERE 2 GO SUMWHERE WORSE
A PLACE DAT U CNT GET OUT OF
SO I LAY HERE IN MY DEPRESSSION
FINDING NO WAY OUT
AFRAID OF LOVE BCUZ OF THE DAMAGE THAT IT HAS CAUSED ME MY HOLE LIFE
CONFUSED DAT MAYB I NT TRUST NO ONE BUT MYSELF
SCREAMING, , , , , HOPING SUMONE WULD HEAR ME BUT NO ONE DUZ
NO ONE HEARZ ME CUZ NO ONES AROUND
THEY ALL LEFT ME ALONG TIME AGO
THEY LEFT ME WEN I WUZ SMILING
THEY LEFT ME WEN I STILL HAD HOPE THAT THINGS CULD GET BETTER
SO ALLOW ME TO DIE SLOWY IN MY DEPRESSION
ALLOW ME TO BURN IN DIS PIT THEY CALL LIFE
ALLOW ME TO REMAKE MY FLESH SO IT CAN BURN AGAIN
FORGIVE ME IF I GIVE UP
FORGIVE ME IF I DON’T TRY
DIS HAS BEEN MY LIFE
I HAV NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT CHANGING
MY GIANTS HAV OVERCOME ME
MY SORROW N ANGER N HATRED N PAIN HAV TOOKEN OVER MY LIFE
I VANISH IN MY OWN BODY
I DNT THINK 4 MYSELF ANYMORE……THEY THINK FOR ME
IM HIDING HERE IN MY BROKEN HEART
DAT DUZNT EVER HEAL
PLACE ME GENTLTY ON UR WHEEL
MOLD ME INTO UR IMAGE
MAKE ME HOLE AGAIN
ALLOW WATER TO FLOW THRU MY MOUTH
LEAVE ME WITH NO CRACKS
LEAVE ME BRANDNEW
TAKE ME TO THAT PLACE
TO THAT SECRET PLACE
WHERE I CAN BE WITH YOU
YOU CAN MAKE ME LIKE YOU
WRAP ME IN YOUR ARMS N NEVA LET ME GO
PLLZ DNT LET ME GO
PLLLLZ HOLD ON TIGHT N EVEN IF I WANT TO LEAVE…..DNT LET ME GO
SHOW ME U WHERE THERE WEN NO ONE ELSE HAS EVA BIN
BE MY COMFORT ZONE
BE MY AMOR IN BATTLE
ILL CLOSE MY EYES SO U CAN LEAD THE WAY
BUT PROMISE ME U WONT LEAD ME OFF A CLIFF
FOR I HAV FALLIN 2 MANY TIMES MY BONES R CRUSHED N BROKEN
MAKE ME HOLE AGAIN! ! ! ! ! ! !
TELL ME U STILL C SUM WORTH IN ME
SUMTHING U CAN UZE
THERE HAS TO B SUMTIN LEFT I PROMISE YOU
JUST DIG DEEP
NO…..DIG DEEPER
KEEP LOOKING; ; ; ; ;
“WUT? ? ? ? , U DDNT FIND ANYTHING? ? ? , NO PLLZ MAYB ITS UNDER MY SCARS, MAYB ITS UNDER THIS FAKE SMILE
KEEP LOOKING! ! RIP ME APART IF U HAV TO
XAMINE ME PIECE BY PIECE
THERE HAS TO B SUMTIN LEFT………..: ’-(
WUT? ? ? ......
ITS OK/// I NO U TRIED! ! ! ”
IM USED TO THIS, PEOPLE NOT FINDING GOOD IN ME
I TRIED TO DO GOOD IN LIFE, I SWEAR
GUESS I DIDN’T TRY HARD ENOUGH
I LOVED U, I DID BUT MY TEARZ DROWN ME
I DIDN’T HAV A CHANCE TO YELL UR NAME
I DIDN’T HAV A CHANCE TO ASK U TO SAVE ME
I TOOK MY EYES OFF OF U
AS I WALKED TOWARDS UR LIGHT
TOWARDS UR BEAUTY
I THOUGHT I WUZNT WORTHY
I THOUGHT U WULD ONLY SEE MY BROKENESS
MY FLAWS….I THOUGHT U WULD JUDGE ME LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE
BUT I WUZ WRONG WUZNT I
YOUR NOT LIKE THEM
UR DIFFERENT
I WISH EVERYBODY WUZ LIKE YOU
I GIVE IT ALL UP
EVEN IF U DNT FIND SUMTIN IN ME WORTH VALUE
I GIV U MY BROKEN PIECES
I GIV U EVERYTIN I HAV LEFT
IT ISNT MUCH…BUT ITS ALL I GOT
IM WILLING TO LOOSE IT ALL
YOUR WORTH IT
I FIND SUMTHING GUD IN YOU! ! !
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I like this one. I read it all the way through. Very very good. 10/10.