I Lie All Alone Poem by Alexie Whitman

The thoughts of you have succumbed me

And I wish you could just hug me and embrace me
I want to hear you say my name
But that pleasure has been taken away
I lie here all alone
Still wondering some day you'll come along
To soothe the pain that lies deep under me
Because as I close my eyes "your smile" is all I see
I want you to hold my hand
And go for a long walk and play in the sand
Your consoling words made my heart race
But now I am alone and tears trickle down my face
Did you know how much you meant to me?
I think not, because you left me hanging in between
Between the choice of begging you to come back
Or just letting you go
So I turned my back towards you
And forgot those amazing stories
We had something that major friends didn't have
And now that you are gone silence is all I have
You wiped my tears when I was sad
And danced with me when I was glad
Why did you have to be an important part of my life?
Why couldn't you just betray me like everyone else?
I hear your voice in deep silences
Telling me to get up and bring you back
But I am too stubborn and full of ego to say sorry
So, I lie here all alone, dreaming of you and I
When we were high among the stars without a worry!