Its Okay Cause I'M Better Poem by ESPN CHICK

March 30 and April 10 2008

You never knew that I was hiding all the pain inside myself
Thought it was obvious but I guess I was wrong
I'd always hide the tears behind my eyes
And hide all the pain inside
Just so no one would come near
But deep down I wanted someone to see through and see the pain
Hoping that someone would rescue me
Wanted to be whole
I got tired of being broken and bruised
And I always told myself that I was okay
That okay was all I will ever be
Don't worry now cause I am okay
I'm better than ever
Thanks for everything
Thanks for seeing through these eyes of mine
And not seeing the pain and the tears
But its okay cause I found the only way to be whole and happy
Don't bother to worry anymore like you ever did worry
Cause I am forever changed