Stephanie V. garland tx

Life Changing Desicion - Poem by Stephanie V. garland tx

life changing desicion...

as i lay here thinking many feelings rush threw my body....angry, upset, frustrated, sad, down....and then all of a sudden i pause..............

one breath, two breaths then the third one follows. but what happend to the forth?

i stop for a moment and all of a sudden i cant breath any longer.

its like a part of my life has been torn away from me.. Why does it hurt so much? Why wont this pain go away? i can't breath..

the pain rushes threw my body over and over. A pain that will never fade nor go away. The guilt held inside, of what could have been and of what will be.

Why the desicion? Why not now? Will things really be that much haarder...

Question after Question follow one another and only continue to come to mind...

I was told it was for the best. 'Now's not the time'... but now i think really really hard about the life changing desicion that i will live with no matter what i choose....

Is this really what i want?

How will i continue to live life with that in the back of my mind? that i gave up a part of me.

Day by day passes and soon or later its just to much to handle.. i cant live with the desicion i have choosen so later i choose to takin my own... ='(

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Poem Submitted: Friday, April 11, 2008

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