Love Connections! ! ! Poem by Compton Wright

Love Connections... so many I made but most of them
Were cut, broken and forgotten in the mist of arguments
But if I had to save one and have her with me right now
It would be my love of my life and this title used to fit
As I don’t think she knows that I love like this still but
The words she putted together was she can’t play games
She needs someone that will love her and broke her heart again
As her sadness turn to anger and expressed out in pure outburst

Her shouts hit my mind like a reality check or a wake up call
Tears in her eyes as her emotions hit my heart like a bullet
As I never wanted to bring darkness in her life but only
Sheer goodness and light from the heavens so that way
She can be what I see her as that she don’t which is sad
As she is my goddess that my dreams keep repeating
My eyes are now open clear and direct towards her

I wanted her to stay but absence was her decision
The night after the breakup was the day the devil won
The demons controlled my actions and cause pain within
Finally saw I actually have in my life as if you in love
You want that certain someone to be always joyful
As this love we had was not just a connection but a
Soul connection that almost unbreakable and untouchable
Not a single bit of corruption or vile poison inside us but
Ironic that I was the reason that we separated and parted

She says that she loves me forever and always but she can’t
She knows I mean well but the heart can take so much and
I can understand her decision and let her go and I moved on
As everything I see that love related I see her beauty in my eyes
As now our love connection is in a friendly distance but yet
I crave for more love, more friendship and want her as my wife
But I know its take trust and dedication to our love bonding

So my heart loops the moment of our love first touched lightly
To becoming obsessed over each other and loving every moment
Life was set for us but I screwed up and life start over for me but
I hope you see my heart confession upon your return of us together

I shall never forget you as I carve the memories in my soul and body
And forever the connection as it will never die or fade away in the time span
As this is true love I wanted to express to you by poetic truth and passion
As the day you left was the day I dig deep and change my lifestyle for you
I change my ways of a playa in my dark past and became better than that
you don't have to believe me but just understand that the love I have was
never broken but sabotaged and rigged for the worse as I forever love you