Negativity Poem by Crimson Love

I'm a dissapointment to everybody...even I it seems,
I try so hard, yet fall evertime,
Every attempt to do right, thwarted by my own mind,
I think myself a genuinly kind heart,
Yet am I the only one in this fantasy?

I try to overcome, my own negativity,
yet it always buries me, perhaps its destiny,
Bury me under these subconscious thoughts,
Stab me with my own words,
Put the knife in my back my friend,
I dought it will hurt.