Such a crime, takes so much time.
He was like a brother to me...Not anymore
he is now my worst enemy.
He folowed me home.
He told me it he would be quick.
i said no.
He got mad and took over my body that slick.
He forced himself on my body as i struggled to force myself free from all of it.
I begged, i cried and i whined...until he said the 'hell with it' and continued on.
in my mind, i was praying for my life. I was trying to hold on to my faith...my sanity until he stole my precious gift...That moment it was all gone.
I felt the blood rush under my skin, crying within.
I felt my body trembling and shaking
from the horrible pain i was forced to be taking.
He left in a flash and i knew he wouldn't ever want to come back.
Until that moment on, i had never realized how someone so close
could take the one thing important to you the most.
I lied to myself many times, telling myself it wasn't real.
Knowing if i continued lying to myself, my mind couldn't possibly heal.
Every now and then i see him in my nightmares.
He continues following me, watching every move i make.
Waiting for another risk to take.
Waiting on every corner waiting to do it again.
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