Self Therapy Poem by Tia Maria

Tonight it’s not really working for me
At the risk of losing all dignity
I want you so bad
It’s driving me mad
I don’t know what to do
I try so hard to forget you
I thought that I was healing
But again this heart is bleeding
No matter how hard I try
Memories still make me cry
Photos of us still haunt me
Of what we used to be
I thought that I was getting stronger
But I cannot deny any longer
Nobody can replace
The look I saw upon your face
You are the only one I ever believed
But I was the one that you deceived
How can you say you love me still
You left of your own free will
I must not consider taking you back
It would be the final heart attack