She Promised.. Poem by Dislocated Heart

She promised me.. eternal ecstasy...
No worries of 'If's' or 'But's'...
Made sure I knew this.. and I knew it now.
time has come short on my end..
choices have to be made..

Me-
In love with another..
what am I do to?
move on? and pretend I like her?
I couldnt do such thing..

She promised me.. she'll love me and not hurt me..
She'll always be there.. and never leave me..
she hold me at night.. when I need her most, she'll be by myside..
She told me to trust her words.. She wont lie..

how am I suppose to believe?
when I dont even believe the words I say...

She promised...
am I suppose to believe?