That Someone Poem by Sandra Feldman

You have always been that Someone,
That I wanted so to meet,
But it seems it never happened,
My life just a cold retreat.

Searching, dreaming, always dreaming,
And just living in the Clouds,
When what was supposed to happen
Stayed suspended in sad doubts.

For I thought you would not Love me,
And I thought you wouldn't care,
And my life became a black hole,
Filled with sorrow and despair.

For I loved you without knowing,
That for me you were the one,
At that point my life was ended,
When it never had begun.