This tawdry procession of locust-eaten
leaves, stacking the witness box with
silent, ragged wounds of vacant nothingness,
ulcerated voids of lost potential, missing
fingers unpointing their accusations at me,
what might have been, should have been,
the corpse of this life riddled with the maggots
of my inabilities, my undone deeds, my un-planned
failures.
Dance, you zombied corpse!
Dance, you putrefied caricature of
life! For you are all that is left
of me. Jig your rotting limbs
in celebration of all the aspirations
manufactured through all these years of day-dreamed
almost potential, all the nodding expectations
of the would-be congratulators, now wagging
their heads at the sight of your chattering wounds,
the purulent seepage of your rancid hope,
draining away into that hardened soil,
sprouting nothing from the magic beans
for which I traded everything.
Yes, I stand accused;
what is my plea?
Guilty-~-of everything.
Life can be disappointing at times, but as one door closes another opens. It can be hard to believe when wounds are still raw and the minds eye is blind to the future. One day at a time even if that's to much then one step will survice. Another powerful piece you have written here. Annette x
One day at a time....one step at a time. Just concentrate on the next step. Yes, that is the way out of the darkness. A poignant reminder, Annette. It is also good when the kindness of friends reminds us that we are not alone on this journey. There are good people on this site such as you whom I consider friends and for which reason I have not given up on it. Thanks! :) S
hmmm... not sure what you're writing about. your writing? i can be dense. but, whatever, we create, we toil, and must let go. the rest is up to God. and what do we hope for? what is most important? who most important to please? oh may the peace that confounds understanding keep your heart and mind, neal. -glen
Glen, this was a therapeutic piece during a brief interval of frustration about all of the goals and aspirations in my life seeming to crumble before my eyes. Of course, this is often just a temporary perspective of a longer process that God is working out in our lives. Prov 3: 5-6 are on my favorite list, and especially helpful in such times. Thanks for the reminder, and the insight!
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Confession of guilt rids the guilt. This is a process we have to endure if we have empathy. It is a necessary therapy and there is much to be said for the confessional box. Great poem, Seamus.