~where Do I Go From Here? Poem by Dislocated Heart

Slowly dyin..
got that rotten feeling..
Finally started tearin..
What the hell is happenin?

I've tried and tried,
to write bout how i feel..
And none of the words can even start to describe.

I'm finally done tryin.
Finished with the lyin.
I dont wanna lie to myself..

So here we go..

I've got a hole burn through me..
Its deeper then you think..
My heart is no where to be found...
Shattered some place.. somewhere..

I dont think i even care..

I'm tryin to move on..
Not think bout the past..
But for some reason..
Its haunts me night and day..

I'm tryin to escape..
Where is my getaway?

I see a shinin light..
but only there for a moment..
where do i go from here?