Yaya King

I'm curious as to whether the next girl will be the one
To the storm in my heart,
I wonder whether she'll be the calm, rainbow and sun
I wonder whether she'll be the reason why, from love, I do not run
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I just think about her and my heart's limping
I don't know when my loving turned to simping
I don't know when expressing my feelings became embarassing
I told her how much I love her and it had her cringing
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I'm left emotionally and mentally unstable
I'm trying my hardest, but I'm unable,
To somehow disable,
My feelings for you; but it's nothing short of impossible
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I've got a lot of things to do,
But I'd prefer to sit and think about you
The saddest thing is:
It's not as if you're doing so too
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If it's meant to be, then it will be
All I know is that I'm done killing myself over a fantasy

The way last year's nightmare,
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Enjoy the moment,
For whatever time it will last
Because life can switch up at any time,
And your present might instantly become the past
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I feel as though I don't deserve you tonight
Something about the way I lie comfortably in your arms doesn't feel right,
That's why I feel I can't afford to let you out of my sight
I need you, please hold on to me,
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I don't want to fall in love,
I'd much rather fall asleep
It's better than living with the fact that;
Your heart is something I'd be unable to keep
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I found love once, and it came to an end
The conclusion is: I'm better as a close friend
It hurts, I can't even pretend
I'm used to it though; it's become a trend,
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I thought and hoped ours would be different
I always wished we would last forever, not just for the present
I always wished for what we shared not to be temporary, but permanent
I believed you were the one,
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I wasn't good enough anyways,
I was overly sensitive and dramatic
Always treating every little complication as though it was tragic
Foolishly ignoring the reality of life in the name of being optimistic,
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The young lad enjoys no ounce of affection,
Not the least bit of attention, only total neglection
His mind wanders back to the moment he asked her out, after a heartfelt confession;
And he greatly wishes it had just been met with rejection
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I'm addicted to a loosing game
After my final loss, I never was the same
I'm at a loss which one of us is to blame
I don't know if my initials stand for our relationship,
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Why do I have to wait some time before replying?
Why can't I show that texting you is exciting?
Why do I have to hold back on flirting?
Why do I have to think twice about complimenting?
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'Everybody said that we won't last'
'Give it some time, you're young, it'll pass'
Alas;
They were right
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