catty Alonzo

I could breathe freely and feel every inch
on my body the breezes of air that wind
had embraced me,
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Can I really utter directly to you my lexis or merely only until time has end that infamy will not be brought to my senses.

Can I say it now or better will I wait for another tomorrows to come to grasp for more will.
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do we blend…

trying hard not to lose control
but at the end everything is out with in my grip,
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[just composed a song.. i'm trying to get the melody right arghhhh! ..just thought of sharing it here...xoxo]


Should have not…
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With outreach hands we spread them
mutually but a solitary caress can never
be felt inch to inch.
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It was April when you came to me,
and for the first time there you made me see
how deep our love could grow ‘til I have lain
upon that sparkling look in your eyes.
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“The season will bring me to you”


Was it when most of deciduous trees shed their leaves, with leaves changing to reddish or brownish hue before falling? When days get shorter and cooler, the nights get longer, and precipitation gradually increases? Yes, that season; but it has been five years since I have had my first share of it, or when I started calling autumn as fall and felt how it brought my heart this far. Now, looking back at it, I never realized how I grieved to let the seasons that come after that to pass by quickly. But, the more I looked in the clock, flipped the sheet of every calendars, and read daily news papers, the more time, days, weeks, months and years measured down, and the more it trapped and paralyzed me mutually with it.
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I guess I was wrong leaving you like that
Disappearing in the midst of it all
Taking your all while never bothered on looking back
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With out end
a dedicated lover
you see
you are.
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Eternal-
in thoughts
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With out tussle of words to say,
can I really tell him “I love you”?
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We thought there’s another place where
both you and I could ever be.
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[ one of my compo...just thought of sharing it here; 0) ]


Beside you …
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Self clinging
Over spinning
Maze binding
Forever blinding
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it’s been a long time,
many years has passed -
passed us by,
away, yes away…
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“You can’t be playing tricks with my head again aren’t you? Stop messing up with me or I will blow your brain off your skull” I gawked away while he was idly snuggling himself at the festering sofa.

“Do you miss him that much or let us say loved him that much that it made you so brutally brusque with me… your guest? ”
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for my 1 n only lola cuz fren - all n one “d only person who know everything ’bout me- the good or the bad, from childhood to present”… this is for u

24/7 they stick around needed or not,
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Can we really forget someone who has been carved from the deepest of our hearts?

For an hour maybe, but for those times that we are left alone,
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Why can’t love be known when it’s right there?

Why is it so hard to see through ones eye the emotions that they’ve kept for so long?
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Underneath the guise of smile still grief reflects in my eyes, grudge still lurks inside this heart.

Felt so alive yet half dead when I walk towards your way, thou a nonchalant feeling are what I am wearing when I met your stares.
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