All I Feel Is Dead Inside... Poem by Dislocated Heart

I'm falling out.. Theres no place left to go, but to release, and let go.
I'm feel like I'm done, with all and everything.
I'm finally giving up on life, theres nothing left for me to do.
I refuse to turn to drugs, but suicide is whats on my mind.
I'm tryin to get ME bak, but all I'm doing is changing my everything.
I'm falling out, tossing and turning at night, am I all a BIG mistake?
I can barely sleep, wake up to the same misery..
even with friends, I'm never happy..


Ever left all left alone, when friends tell you, 'I've got your bak' but you kno its not like that.
When you need a helping hand, all you receive is careless thoughts, and attemps to help. but none really works, I'm still goin to hell.

Ever looked at a Glass bottle, and see all and what you can do?
just crack it open, and slit your throat?
across the wrist, no one will ever kno.

Its used to be music, then I began to write, but its no used,
I'm on the edge, losing my mind.
I finally started to find, what was needed inside..
Suicide.

I thought bout it.. just for a while..
its the only thing to do, thoughts begin to twist,
its like a sad story, that no one will ever read.
I'll just turn the pages of my life,
and burn me inside.

Cuz I'm still alive..
but yet,
All I feel.. is DEAD inside.