*alone* Poem by Magic What'sHerName

The lights have gone out but I don't care
I sit in the dark alone, and on the floor as the air
Around me makes it harder to breathe
But as I curl up and watch the door close, I won't leave
This is the life I deserve after what I put you through
After all I was the one who came from the two of you
And all you do is point your fingers at me
As if I'm the one to blame for having me
You say I'm a freak, a mistake, and you treat me horribly
I write poems, cry myself to sleep, just to see if I can heal
But with my evil twin I've made a horrible deal
She kept telling me our parents don't care how I feel
I made the wrong choice to believe that was true
I let myself go, I wish I'd die, Now I wish I'd never have to
Think about all I've done, it was all just a test
But I've failed, I can't go on I've just messed
With my chances of a better life, but how could I have known?
Why was I given so much pain? Why was I left all alone?