Compton Wright

Finding Myself! ! !

Finding me…is like trying to solve the Da Vinci code
The puzzles continues to build walls and barricades
A millions of doors of broken images and dreams
It truly easy to lose one’s self image and thoughts
It like being born again in your soul not knowing
Where you are or who you are in this strange world
What will I become in my god’s judgmental eyes?
Will I become famous or known for good or bad?
Or will I be another corpse buried 6 feet under?
I want to know my purpose and my destiny
So why this prayer didn’t come true god!
Is it something tragic or internal suffering?
Or is it my path is where darkness is at it strongest
Where hell becomes a bottomless pit of souls
Enslaved, tortured, manipulated, sinners of the lord
Is this my fate? Is this my destiny? Is this my purpose?
What I’m doing asking unanswerable questions
Knowing that this will only lead in circles
Digging deeper in my heart making a hole
Founding nothing but blood and veins
No founding of my heart of gold
Engraving my love’s name, my family and my name
Thinking this is my true purpose and the true me
Falsehoods, lies and bad influences
Pushing me from my goal and my search
Knowing that this subject will come back
Knowing that this question might never be answer
Why even try to think about finding the answer?
My response…Finding this answer will be finding
The lost images of my true self of a being and my inner self

Poem Submitted: Monday, December 22, 2008
Poem Edited: Monday, March 2, 2009

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  • Tyease CollinsTyease Collins (1/2/2009 11:50:00 PM)

    wow....im speechless.....you ar AWESOME lol

    but this poem is so awesome

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  • Godspower OshodinGodspower Oshodin (1/1/2009 2:36:00 PM)

    WOW...THEN HOW DO YOU EXPECT ME TO KNOW YOU? I LOVE THE CONCEPT AND FORM OF THIS POEM. NICE WORK! KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK!

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  • Madison Yeater (1/1/2009 2:05:00 PM)

    this is so true...it is hard finding yourself, even in the hardest times. great work..

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  • Marria Attar (1/1/2009 1:30:00 PM)

    Very nicely written...

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  • Alyssa Marquardt (1/1/2009 1:29:00 PM)

    wow I rly like this poem. Your words and thoughts are clear and completely well said. I love all the hidden meaning. This is great, u hold very much talent.

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  • ~*~Secretive Shelby~*~ (12/31/2008 6:15:00 PM)

    Ya know CJ, I got to admit...I really like all of your stuff, some of them I absolutely love....but you out-did yourself on this one. This was really something. Way too hard to even try to describe....undescribable! There ya go, there's a word! lol. Very awesome job, Bud!
    Scale 1-10...15!
    =]

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  • angel (12/31/2008 4:05:00 PM)

    You are so talented.. Your like a dimond in the rough! And Im your sweetheart!
    Your Angel

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  • Crystal Torres (12/31/2008 2:41:00 PM)

    i know i already read this poem but i just wanted to remind you that i loved it l0lz

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  • angel (12/30/2008 4:27:00 PM)

    i wish i could have helped you find your self. i probably made you lose yourself. forgive me.

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  • Amy (12/28/2008 5:52:00 PM)

    Fantastic poem

    finding our true selves is one of the most difficult things to achieve

    nice concept

    10! ! ! !

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  • Steven Cable (12/28/2008 4:36:00 PM)

    Great poem, everyone goes through the process of asking themselves who or what they are at some point in their life. Whether it is good or bad is for the person to decide but it all makes us better people.

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  • Sulaiman Mohd YusofSulaiman Mohd Yusof (12/27/2008 11:23:00 PM)

    We got to believe in ourselves, our true ownselves cuz in us lie the answer to many questions...........question of life. Great writes Bro.

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  • Aijaz Asif (12/27/2008 3:22:00 PM)

    when i find myself
    i'll be the one
    standing tall and strong....aijaz

    a very deep write indeed, finding oneself is difficult but not impossible and those who did find themselves became the most powerful and loveable personalities ever known, i might have got the wrong idea but it surely is a good write and i enjoyed reading it, thanks for sharing 10
    rgds
    asif

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  • Egi David Perdana (12/27/2008 2:14:00 AM)

    hii this a very touch thanx

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  • Naseer Ahmed NasirNaseer Ahmed Nasir (12/26/2008 9:30:00 PM)

    Finding oneself is always a question very difficult to answer. A deep poem, agree with Krista.

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  • Krista Churchill (12/25/2008 12:45:00 AM)

    This is a very deep poem.. i like how you wrote this great work...


    KRISTA

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  • Tanvi DamleTanvi Damle (12/22/2008 11:02:00 PM)

    omg! ! it's so deep....it really is lovely..... :)

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  • The Prophet Leland Wright (12/22/2008 10:50:00 PM)

    great piece look too deep you might things you will not love about ones self 10/10

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  • Sid John Gardner. (12/22/2008 11:10:00 AM)

    Not always a good idea to look too deeply into oneself Compton.I did once and was surprised at what was revealed. Good writing.
    Sid.

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