Finding me…is like trying to solve the Da Vinci code
The puzzles continues to build walls and barricades
A millions of doors of broken images and dreams
It truly easy to lose one’s self image and thoughts
It like being born again in your soul not knowing
Where you are or who you are in this strange world
What will I become in my god’s judgmental eyes?
Will I become famous or known for good or bad?
Or will I be another corpse buried 6 feet under?
I want to know my purpose and my destiny
So why this prayer didn’t come true god!
Is it something tragic or internal suffering?
Or is it my path is where darkness is at it strongest
Where hell becomes a bottomless pit of souls
Enslaved, tortured, manipulated, sinners of the lord
Is this my fate? Is this my destiny? Is this my purpose?
What I’m doing asking unanswerable questions
Knowing that this will only lead in circles
Digging deeper in my heart making a hole
Founding nothing but blood and veins
No founding of my heart of gold
Engraving my love’s name, my family and my name
Thinking this is my true purpose and the true me
Falsehoods, lies and bad influences
Pushing me from my goal and my search
Knowing that this subject will come back
Knowing that this question might never be answer
Why even try to think about finding the answer?
My response…Finding this answer will be finding
The lost images of my true self of a being and my inner self
You are so talented.. Your like a dimond in the rough! And Im your sweetheart! Your Angel
i know i already read this poem but i just wanted to remind you that i loved it l0lz
i wish i could have helped you find your self. i probably made you lose yourself. forgive me.
Fantastic poem finding our true selves is one of the most difficult things to achieve nice concept 10! ! ! !
wow....im speechless.....you ar AWESOME lol but this poem is so awesome
WOW...THEN HOW DO YOU EXPECT ME TO KNOW YOU? I LOVE THE CONCEPT AND FORM OF THIS POEM. NICE WORK! KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK!
this is so true...it is hard finding yourself, even in the hardest times. great work..
wow I rly like this poem. Your words and thoughts are clear and completely well said. I love all the hidden meaning. This is great, u hold very much talent.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Ya know CJ, I got to admit...I really like all of your stuff, some of them I absolutely love....but you out-did yourself on this one. This was really something. Way too hard to even try to describe....undescribable! There ya go, there's a word! lol. Very awesome job, Bud! Scale 1-10...15! =]