I am going through one of those weak moments,
Lonely as I have never been, I have lost just not love,
Lost a friend, I shall never get again,
Earlier I shared with you these weak moments of mine,
Today you have gone away, never to turn back again,
As I loved you and got you as a friend and everything,
I lost everybody else I had, never cared even,
That was my mistake, why should you care,
That you never wanted me the way I did, matters,
Sometimes I still feel, let me give in, and be as you want,
But soon realization strikes, that’s not love, as I had seen,
Though I know you just do that, not there alone, here too,
You want best of both worlds, at what cost, you only know,
I am devastated today, not because you went away,
But because my judgment went so wrong about your ways,
You lacked not just love but gratitude even,
I could not have afforded what you want,
Not because I did not want, but it was just not right.