I Am Happy Just Watching - Poem by Circadian Verse

Suddenly life stops
I see you
You are far off
But its you
I know your move
Everything around me is now gone
Everything around me did not matter
Everything around was loss

You cant see me
And so I sit and cross my legs
I know my face is one of seeing you
A face that would resemble something new
My eyes are screwed
Filled with years of loss, and now joy
The tears wont roll for I would miss you for that moment
Instead my eyes stay screwed
Welled
And Im happy just watching