Beautiful Lie

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I Need To Find A Way To Ease This Pain, - Poem by Beautiful Lie

I need to find a way to ease this pain, to release this stress, to free myself,
I need to find a way to forget you, get over you, and not think about you,
What shall i do, with these feelings that i have? ? ? ?
Shall i torture myself and let go, or shall i gather up the courage, and energy, and keep pursuing you? ? ?
I need answers from you, for the questions i dare not ask,
I need you to show me the way to stop thinking about you,
I need you to help me to find a way of getting over you,
I need you to break my heart, so that i can start hating you, maybe this way i, ll move on and get over you,
I don't know what to do,
SHOULD I LET GO? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?
I just don't want to miss you, wait for your messages and wait for you,
you don't know what you have put me through,
Intentionally or unintentionally? i will never know,
Only you have the cure, of these diseased feelings, that have taken over my heart,
I want you to free me, and my soul,
I want you to put me at ease,
I tried to leave but i couldn't stay away for long,
I tried to stay, but then you wanted to leave,
Why do you keep playing these games?
Maybe you enjoy putting me through this pain,
Or maybe you enjoy knowing that i rely on you,
But don't punish this heart of mine for too long, it will die, with no hope of resurrection,
You are the last person, i truly trust, care for and adore,
But now my feelings are starting to diminish,
Maybe you're taking me for a ride,
Maybe this is what you enjoy doing,
If this is the case, then have your fun and watch me suffer,
But please try to end this ride a bit quicker,
Please leave just enough space for some one else,
so that maybe, just maybe, i might love again,
Just let me know when you have had your fun,
Just let me know when I'm allowed to love someone else.....

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Poem Submitted: Saturday, September 29, 2007

Poem Edited: Tuesday, April 12, 2011

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