Now Feel Incomplete Poem by ajith patnaik

i realize the person i was and perhaps am
unable to distinguish between fantasies and reality
pushed you with my hands into a sea of grief
never anchoring myself to stop and help you up
all i did to you was leave
everything you've given me thrown into despair
never did i happen to think that you were scared
i tried to pick up those cherished moments in life
never differentiated between laugh and cry
u covered yourself with blankets of 'my' pain
took away from me all my stresses and strains
all that i searched were life's treasure chests.
all that you cared was always for my best
should've realized that my sight was because of your eyes
when you were there everything looked colourful and nice
but now i am in a dark hell and i dont see a thing
wherever you are please come and help me
all i can feel is the wetness of my eyes
and the only thing next to me are my fears
am now someone missing all the flesh
because it is you who makes me complete
if i ask you to come please say yes
as am standing here all ready to confess
i am not sure whether you are ready to come and see
but i hope there is still some part of you
godly enough to forgive me