I vowed to change my ways, and to never look back. But sometimes I find myself peeking at my mistakes. Its like I feel an addiction to pain. I don't want to but my mind feels diffrent. I'm two diffrent people, my brain and my body. My brain tells my body what to do and I do it. I feel like I'm losing control. I put on a smile and make myself laugh, but my mind isn't fooled. I'm a monster that I can't escape. I Can't seem to kill that part inside of me. I don't know what to do anymore, so I fake it. I truly wish to be happy, but my mind has diffreant plans....LORD! PLEASE HELP ME! ! !
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I would like to translate this poem
Without mistakes, we never learn not to do the same thing twice.so take that peak.but keep you'er mind on the future, and how it's going to be better than the past.