Wanting Death Poem by Crimson Love
Wanting Death
My body is unable to move,
Paralyzed by the Life I've tried to take away,
Sharp pains, pierce my heart,
Just like my life, its falling apart,
I hate Life! I just want it to stop,
I'm hurting, why does no one care for crimson?
Feeling sorry for myself, because I'm the only one willing,
You don't know how much I yearn to have one person be there,
I am alone, for now, and forever,
till the ends of time, and from the very beginning,
Perhaps Crimson is unlovable,
Perhaps she's as unimportant as she thinks she is,
The only thing keeping me company,
is the dead, floating around,
So insane...I know....
Wishing to be as they are,
I wish to be among the dead,
They fly around me, they smile at my thoughts,
They feed off the impurity that is crimson.
They gently tug at my breath,
slowly I exhale, letting them grasp,
gently lured into forever,
I let them take my breath away,
Finally I can be with the only ones whom love me,
The dead, the ones non existant just like I was to be,
So invisble to everyone, I was really the ghost,
People won't miss me, They never new I existed,
Now I can be happy, with my deathly friends,
Forever in slumber, playing within a dream,
My shadows of death always there,
with me their love they shall share.
Yes, Meditate on 'Crimson' and eventually the true nature of the thing-in-itself will be understandable. By the way, I like this poem though depressing (in a present state of depressiion) .
wow. the most amazing poem i have ever read. its so so awesome. just like how i feel constantly. me and you should be friends maybe we can help eachother. your an amazing writer. keep writing and dont let anyone stop you
i totaly understand its like what the point in living in this messed up world where it seems like noone care but there is someone out there who cares and that will miss you iff u leave it that is what now my best friend tells me when i get close to wanting to die because i just cant stand life any more but i always get pulled out of it by my friend thank god for her couse if she wanst here i probly wouldnt be either
This is a spectacular poem, one which I can relate. I probably shouldn't give advice cause I'm going through the same thing, but don't give up hope. There are people who love you CL and there are people who care for Crimson, even if a few of them are on other sides of the world.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Delivering Poems Around The World
Poems are the property of their respective owners. All information has been reproduced here for educational and informational purposes to benefit site visitors, and is provided at no charge...
4/25/2024 1:12:47 AM # 1.0.0.1119
u should never want death I love the poem tho its amazing! ! ! :)