When I am old, my bones will make music with every crack,
creating rhythms throughout my spinal cord and back
that tell fractured stories of where I've been.
All 206 of them are shells that breathe life into the living,
so I will smile on the days that I've worn them thin
knowing the end of my youth was only the beginning.
Broken and repaired, bones grow with experience
wrapping around broken hearts like the protective arms of a mother,
they comfort me.
even as they'll one day wither into nothing but gray ash,
even as they decay and
deteriorate at the speed of my brain when I am old
I know that they will hold me up.
And if time does not heal all wounds,
I know that if I'm lucky enough to reach my grandmother's age,
the aches and the pains will cease to matter.
When I am old, my bones will grow stories that structure life by the chapter
chasing immortality like dreams ‘cause we are always getting closer to the end.
So I will not spend my time staring at the slow movements
of the hands of a clock.
I will not live my life delicately,
two hands placed gently on my lap
while my body waits for my bones to rot
because life will not wait for you.
There is no pausing until you are ready.
There is only the steady growth of responsibility to carry your weight in this world.
So I will use all 206 elements of a support system
to remind myself I am able.
When I am old, my bones will build monuments made of ivory.
They'll tower over skyscrapers to show them how it's done
when the power of one man's persistence
reaches so high it could block out the sun.
Because what the bones know
is that their work is never done.
They wear our bodies like marble chains to teach us not to run
when time strips us of vitality-
erasing youth in uniform progression
like every strand for every second
every pigment for every minute
until we fade into transparency.
But underneath that paper-thin skin lie maps disguised as veins,
documented battle scars and sprains where memories left permanent marks.
And I can only hope that someday I'll wear my heart on my sleeve
to show you where I broke.
Show you how I woke up one day to learn the growing pains never stop.
Our bones will always throb because their job is to remind us
that we live until we drop.
We grow until we rot.
So wear these bones like armor
and take them farther into battle than you ever thought you could.
The poem presents a fine study of the obvious physiological and psychological changes associated with old age. Thanks that you shared it. I quote: chasing immortality like dreams ‘cause we are always getting closer to the end. that we live until we drop.... We grow until we rot.
Wonderful, inspiring, thoughtful and flowing! ! ! Thank you Maia
Well written.. Different stages of life Congratulations for poem of day
Maia Mayor foresees her old age but bravely smiling prepares herself to meet challenges of ageing. A nice message to old men like us. A very good selection as member.'s poem
FAntastic poem. One of the best I've ever read here on PH; you develop the allegory with such instrumentalism and organic structure. This rises above the body in spirit and mastery of the soul. BRAVO!
Well, this poem must be true, because at this very moment, my bones are telling me how old I am, cracking at every chance they get. Love your poem Maia. And a very deserving 'POD' selection.
What a fascinating way of looking at old age - When I am old, my bones will grow stories that structure life by the chapter! Beautiful, positive outlook! Congratulations!
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Such an interesting poem about growing old. Reminds me of the song OLD AND WISE popularized by ALAN PARSONS PROJECT... My highest vote++++++++