levignia jaise

Zi'M Not Okay - Poem by levignia jaise

The pain inside cuts through me like a knife
I think that I'm just bored of life
Bored of doing the same things everyday
Sick and tired of feeling this way
I cry tears that I have to hide
I just feel so empty
Lost inside

I try to stop these feelings
I try to be happy
I want to be okay
But I'm not sure how to be
No one knows what goes on in my mind
No one bothers to read between the lines

But how can anyone know
When even I don; t know how I feel
Days just pass me by
And some days float by, it seems unreal

Why do i have these feelings
messing up my mind
searching for answers
but even the questions i can; t find
why do i have to feel this way
sometimes i wake and feel
i cant stand another day

how can i feel so numb
when inside theres so much pain
i dont know what to do with myself
i just try to keep myself sane

I know im crazy
theres something wrong with my head
the things that are inside my mind
the thoughts remaining unsaid
there are days that hurt so bad i cant breathe
other days when i feel like i just want to leave
when i dont want to go on
but i have to be strong

maybe these feelings will just fade away
i hope so coz it would be too hard if they stay
but il just have to carry on someway
even though im not okay

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Poem Submitted: Sunday, May 9, 2010

Poem Edited: Monday, February 28, 2011

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