I did not know he existed
With his fair hair
And fine skin
...
The things you see
They can make you bare the questions of curiosity
They can swallow the purpose of fantasy
And overtake your consciousness of thoughts
...
When the dark shadows over the moon swayed me
With the wind ripping through my hair willfully
The moon shined bright lighting throughout the whole sky
And I tredged my feet slowly to his house
...
In the eyes of your heart
There is passion
With the light kisses of roses,
You tame me
...
All I see is him, and her
Vivid, so vivid
And keen moments, keen and hasty...
I wish I never saw them
...
During that lonely sunny day
Where the skies fall down unto my tears
They both meet up with my saddened heart
Never will I fall into the dark that keeps hold of me
...
You there, I can see you
Deadly in vain, but pierced with love
Closed within you are
While roses turn away to blossom
...
I am lost
Back into the woods of past lives
I am down within the oceanic crust
I am lost
...
There he is.
His pitch black eyes
Leading me into my doom
A forsaken black hole of love
...
I saw you
I was so conscious
I thought everything revolved around you
I liked you
...
Here am I...
Waiting for the man who will never be
Come...
Heart wanting him to love me
...
The game we play
I do not want to play or discuss
Nor do others of honesty characters
Yet, we find ourselves covering up the personal and perpetual corruptions of wanning insecurities
...
Dear my love,
I am not what you think
What do I have that you want?
...
The world that I see through my eyes
Is a unreal veiw that feels like a dream
In the raging night of a full moon
The reminesence of memories flow through me
...
Can you break me by your own hands?
No.
As I am silent, my heart does speak.
'I am titanium'
...
I do not remember the first time I heard your voice
And when you call my name
My heart stops
My mind runs through every second
...
Poetry and words are and will always be my way out...not one word is nothing not one word is boring...all of my works are from my state of mind, or creativity, and of the heart. i will never write when not inspired and will never just write to fill words in a small space...i always write something that is meaningful even when no one understands them, if only one, then I have done my job. Then my dream of becoming a writer of books and poems comes closer into view...welcome everyone and i appreciate any time you give to read and comment on my works. gives me encouragement and critisism so maybe one day ill be a great writer^_^ laterz)
*the Guardian In My Fiery Heart*
I did not know he existed
With his fair hair
And fine skin
There, Here
I saw myself as alone
No matter what questionable fate
I became invisible to the naked eyes of humanity
The cease of my existence had come to a probable blank in the system...
I ran till I could not anymore
The skies were never my limit
My hands soaring in the sky
That day we met
I will never forget
The sun setting in the horizon
And the moon gallavanting over the sky
Dark, misty clouds
Stillness of silent calmness
Winds of flowering esscence
Covering over as drapes stand still in the evening stroll
As I sat on those carrasing steps of the past
Lonely memories escaping my mind like swarm of fireflies
lighting the stars that moved me to the future
I did not know that Id meet him
My eyes quickly avert to the midnight sky
I saw his wings
Beautiful, pure white wings...
Broaden over the night
Darkness held onto me
But his light had shown and carried it away
Alas'
His eyes met mine
Seeing through to my soul in periless nature
I knew I could trust him
There he was
He held onto me
Warm, broad, curiosity
He became my security
And he had become part of me...
My friend
My companion
My angel
My guardian
He thinks I do not know
All the things he did for me
All the times he saved me
Yet the last time ill ever get to communicate
To express my deepest gratitude of thankfulness...
I stayed there in his arms
A tear reaching my eye
His heart, a caregiver
A corresponding sharer of my pain and guilt...
He was there!
I was there!
We were there!
A moment in time that will never cease to end
As thin layers of ice appear beneath us
I am in his arms of security
Where all yonder worries will be gone...
My guardian in my fiery heart
Blooms like the ever waking days of sunshine
Then suddenly like the grippled take of the sleeping, calming Moon...
My guardian...
Forever the pure white rose that will live in my heart
With fire, with fire!
Fire, the intensity of friendly bonds of unity
Forever a guardian angel in my book of reality and imagination...
*dedicated to my dear friend*
*inspired by my new book im working on*
*and also inspired by 'you're not alone by: Saosin' and 'Be my escape by: Relient K'*
You write with passion, and even though I know you're life is filled with heart break, you still are an amazing person and don't let anyone make you think otherwise. I am very proud to call you my good friend. Keep writing Kenya.