Dear God
Who I am You know better
Mahtab Bangalee is nothing else just a name
on this earth, a little human residential planet, I live in the bay of Bangle
Dear God
wherever I go whenever
find nothing without natural existence
someone said You are shapeless almighty existence
shaped everyone and everything is Your reflection, under Your controlling
and separated You are from these everyone and everything
You have no synonym on this earth
someone said You are shapeless almighty existence, yes right, but
You are existed in shaped everyone and everything
or shaped everyone and everything is living agents in Your imperceptible existence
existed shaped all are Your pure synonym
and someone said You are nothing, just a mere word in fearful mind,
cowards care, bear up You in their beliefs (lazy brain or confirmation biased thought)
Dear God
of these, I know nothing
intuitions make me an unruly thinker
sometimes excessive emotionalism, sentimentalism, extravagance thinking, eccentricity makes me enervated
debilitated believer I'm defeated everywhere
Dear God
I confess I'm guilty, a knave
I bow whole my body, every limb to You
I confess I don't believe the prophecy, Your revelations, Your prevailed orders, commands
I confess I'm a skeptic of all holy religion books
but without seeing You I cannot acknowledge Your shapelessness sovereignty
my intuitions provide me if You created all why You need to destroy one by another
if You created all to help each other why You need to be worshiped from created bar
Dear God
I confess I'm blameworthy hellish
bury me lively, bury my egoistic intuitions, the arrogance of time and timeless
bury my wayward conscience, strayed commonsense
bury the spirit which taught me to think only I'm the best pious, closest to You
Dear God
penalize me in the judgment cage of iron maiden burning thorns
punish me when I belittle Your other creations
punish me when I pray You to damn into hell the others who do not follow or believe what I follow or believe
Dear God
penalize me on the scaffold of magma maiden burning noose
when I doubt Your true revelation of love for all,
penalize me when I make inferential correct constitutions or theology for Your whole creations by intuitions grammar
Dear God
punish me by guillotine under Your high voltage sunlight
when the knowledge of my theology makes me blind follower
and forgetting humane conscience, sympathy when I make me busy to go to heaven hasty
Dear God
I know, for me You have no forgiveness, mercy
this also I know, Your ultimate punishment will be forgiveness as the merciful almighty
though I have heard You hate those who belie You, hate You
but I love Your all creations as well as You equally
if my love and there You are true please forgive me
-December 02,2019 Chattogram
A valuable piece of work! Admired your earnest prayer..................................10++++++++
Dear poet, very nice poem. A good conversation with god in you and everywhere. If all creatures in earth is reflection of god then I have a prayer to god. oh god please destroy the discrimination among us.
WHICH GOD HAS SO MUCH TIME TO READ SUCH LENGTHY POETRY 7.5 BILLIONS HAS HE AND I HAVE ONLY TWO TO HOLD MY SHOULDERS AR AND MB OF BD ASK AR DID HE REALLY READ FULLY MUST BE HAVING TIME A PLENTY ASK PH ALSO
A prayer and pursuit of God is nothing but self discovery, well said, dear MB
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
that Truth or God stays for ever concealed then it is still more clear that He can not be seen but can be only felt..God is confusing us all..only way to reach Him is Faith and Faith alone.. so no need to go for a punishment...staunch prayer and surrender is enough..a thought provoking poem with nice choice of words and expression...thank you dear friend for your valuable comment on my poem
Thanks a lot dear Ma'm (Reverend Poetess) for your excellent explanatory comments
WHICH GOD HAS SO MUCH TIME TO READ SUCH LENGTHY POETRY 7.5 BILLIONS HAS HE GOD NEVER APPEARS WHEN ONE IS ALIVE WHEN YOU ARE FAR IN THE SKY YOU GIVE UP YOUR SEARCH POETESS HAVE FAITH IN YOURSELF DO YOUR BEST ON MOMMY EARTH