Taylor Bond

Freshman - 576 Points (12/26/1992 / Lewiston ID)

Let It All Go - Poem by Taylor Bond

Sometimes I feel like I cant breath
Like Im losing a little bit of sanity with each inhale
Feels like Im breathing in the flames from hell.
My mind races
My body starts shaking
I cant concentrate
and my mouth is dry
My eys have tears welling up inside them
like a glass of water about to over flow and spill out
But the tears are stuck there
and wont come out
I refuse to feel how I really feel
I tell myself to push it away
but it always comes back
These feelings of dread
gult
shame
and for what?
What have I done to feel this gross?
To feel like a ghost
to look in the mirror and turn away in terror
because the person Im staring at isnt myself
I am confused to often
I pick up on hints to slow
I have no interest in the things and people I used to know
and it feels like one big blow to the chest
my heart aches
when it should be in place beating at a regular pace
Its sunken down into the dark crevises of my chest
and crys silently the tears that my eyes cannot.
Maybe if I do cry
let the tears fall like the rain in a storm
and scream with my voice as loud as thunder
maybe then they will understand
if I could just walk up to those I love most
and invite them inside my head
would they lose it?
go completly chaotic and insane?
who knows.
All I want to do..
is just let it all go.

Topic(s) of this poem: depression


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Poem Submitted: Sunday, January 24, 2016



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