Sandy Vanity

Rookie (august 23,1991)

Pain To Fake A Smile - Poem by Sandy Vanity

I told you i didnt care
and tried to fake a smile
like when you faked loving me
but this time i tried my hardest
not to let you see my pain
it was written in my eyes
as i glared at you
trying to hold my tears back
but when i left the next morning
i could feel cold wet tears running down my cheeks
and falling like rain
i thought about you
wundering if you ever cared
i realized you dodnt when you disapeared
i felt my heart drop
it shattared and hurt so bad
i hured your voice in my head
as if you were beside me
your words surounded me and haunted me like a ghoste
i saw you in my head and all around me
i closed my eyes and there you were
is there no escaping you?
your hold on me is like barb wire chain
when i move and try to escape
they cut my skin open softly but deeply
i dont know how you can just watch me bleed
my pain is not self inflickted
but it hurts just the same
why did you use me and break my heart?
thank you now my heart fell apart


Comments about Pain To Fake A Smile by Sandy Vanity

  • (2/27/2009 3:47:00 PM)

    'It sux when you can't stop thinking about something that you wish you could.
    You wanna get rid of it, and be rid of it for good.
    Shut it out. Lock it out. Shake it off and never think of it again
    No longer worry or fret about it, and bring it all to an end'

    Nice piece. Scale 1-10...10
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  • (2/12/2009 11:49:00 AM)

    A very sad but beautiful poem, thanks for sharing it with us here 10 (Report)Reply

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Poem Submitted: Thursday, February 12, 2009



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