Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Repine, Lo Siento
Shame clouds up my stomach
My eyes water from the heat
I can't bear to look over
At my best friend sitting in the front seat.
I can hear her sniffles
I know her cries
I turn to the window
Hoping to get lost in the night.
I can't see through the rain
I'm forced to witness my slaughter
'For I'm the reason for her pain
In this flood, I am the water.
I try to grasp an apology
But there's nothing that can describe
How I can ask her to forgive me
When even myself, I chide.
I hope she knows inside I'm crying too
That I wish I could hold her on this uncomfortable drive.
But everything says stay away
For no more hurt, I have to abide.
What created this person
I never wanted to be the one to make her cry
Why do I live my life
The way,5 months ago, I would have rather died
Why do I still think about him
And desperately turn from guy to guy
Why wont memories leave me alone
Why do I still cry?