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Clumsily steer through the night
I need someplace to go
The chemicals defuse my mind
But I know I can't go home
Another guy I run away from
With these feelings I can't fight
Another kiss that's running me down
From another guy I wish I could like

Almost in tears
Because I can't move on
Ready to die here
Things wont get better
Why can he be gone

Weakly take out my phone
Somehow I have to see you
Again I wonder if you're alone
And if you're having a hard time with this too

But you aren't home
Just like every other night
I've needed to hear your voice tone
When you tell me I'll be all right.